You know some things just pisses you of in life. Sometimes we are just caught in some compromising position where we need to do something that we really don't want to do so as to just get out of it.
I shall not use names here for the fear that I will be the next guy to be charged under whatever Act that has been dormant for years only to reappear again with a vengence. Seriously, sometimes I think the society that we are in are so superficial and pretentious. I mean look at some of the people that I work with everyday. They think that you owe them a living. I slog like a dog, go hours without sleeping and what do I get? " That is your job what!"
What utter nonsense is that? At the end of the day, I am forced against my bloody will to write a bloody testimonial for them because they are outstanding.
Testimonials for outstanding work or rather outstanding sucking up are nothing to be proud of especially when they are not written by your superior but instead by your subordinate. On that basis, you say that all things should be buried and forgotten, I tell you go to bloody hell.
I think it is hard to understand what I am writing because it is so incoherent and baseless especially when names are not mentioned. But I am just super pissed off and I think no one on planet earth can understand me except this blog page in where I type all my frustrations.
I mean come on where is the communication nowadays? You don't like me and I don't like you, what do we do? We keep quiet. Why can't we talk it all out? Why must there be in fear in us that if we are all truthful to each other all hell will break loose?
Why must there be this thinking that all outspoken individuals are societal pest and thus need to be suppressed? We question values and rules because we feel we can change them for the better. Instead of being praised, we are cracked down and disciplined.
At the end of the day, things don't go right and everybody starts talking bad behind everybody's back. Is that healthy?
Some people should just push people away directly. Don't keep it in because the person you don't like will feel worse. Especially if that person is still trying to get into your good books. For goodness sake, penned up frustrations is one of the main reasons for depression today.